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"Those voices...schizophrenia" The Soloist Jamie Foxx and Robert Downey Jr. 2009
"That was nice…a nice movie… " "I didn't….think it would be any serious…I mean.." "This is Robert Downey Jr we're talking about…." "In his…well..most serious movie I had ever seen…Kiss Kiss Bang Bang… i thought it was a serious movie.. I really do...even in that serious movie you cant help laughing so hard" "And what about that Sherlock Holmes we copied in our laptop ? we think it was serious and then....bam!!" "Anyway...anyhow..." "where did we learn that kind frase ? o.. that movie about a small mouse..so hairy and adopted by human family...little hey little low...something like that maybe" "Well...anyway again..hehehe…what are we gonna talk about?....o yea that Sherlock movie...even in that Downey got humor...in an English sarcastic way.....in the entire movie" "And um....why is it Downey always narrate in each opening of his movie...that is what I have seen so far..." "What with his...does he got a voice that is deep and raw and wet ?" "Like that male singer we heard off in Kuta Bar...mbak Renthy shouted as he was singing: Hes gonna loose his voice if he keep on doing that on purpose" "well....maybe theres a market for raw deep wet male voice....uhum uhum" "I don't get this movie anyway..especially about the movie trying to define Mr.Ayers Jr problem as Sycho..recnia? that condition where you hears voices in your head?" "I hear voices in my head......that explain why mas Indra is so green when he hears me saying: I hear voices in my head" "And I remember trying to brush it up smiling; ever so sweet through all my knowledge and experience in smiling; saying : and I know all of them too...there are four of them and...." "Mas Indra turns even more green....so I stopped" "I dint think its schizophrenia...I finally spell it right looking at the scenes part...." "I didn't think it was schizophrenia that made Mr.Ayers Jr unable to perform with his cello..because he did performed but NOT on a stage and NOT in front of audiences properly in professional concert building" "And what is it about schizophrenia that mas Indra has to be so green about ?" "I mean mentally ill is simply human's brain chemical imbalance that was triggered by SOMETHING ...as in x element" "If you can change the reason ..you can change the result....if you can eliminated what triggers schizophrenia..then you wouldn't have schizophrenia" "And what causes Mr. Ayer's schizophrenia is....from the movie scenes…is mild claustrophobic....fear of confined space…" "He performs well on the street…in the park….under the bridge...like that RedHot song…in his basement....anywhere but theaters" "I mean....why human bothers to confine spaces ? building walls ....the Romans had Amphitheater ..you can sing your heart out in there let alone play cello" "Loa Angelos means angels ....you cant lock out angels....As Mr.Ayers Jr was saying about living in an apartment...though he did manage using a lift to his will-be apartment" "Voices are the media that connects him with life....with reality....with what is real and what is not" "As soon as he is separated from the voices of life he creates his own version of voices "My voices are there to comfort and to restrain and to question me about everything.....and above all my voices are to pray to God "
I put back my headphone on as I am unable to write without listening for some music....this time is Mike Oldfield, I took it off my ears at first because I thought the voices are starting to take over me ....hope you don't get green like mas Indra....hehehe
"In the end.....The soloist was based on a real story.....about a journalist who just want a story and about politicians who take advantages of it and about how simply effective a friendship can be to cure.....to fight against such a complex illness namely schizophrenia"
"So voices, I think we did good today huh? I should stop calling them voices as they have names too.....do you wanna know them? One of them is.....ok I wont tell them, don't take over me, sorry"
Berlinerblau, Jacques; The Secular Bible—Why Non Believers Must Take Religion Seriously; Cambridge University Press, 2005 But a sense of modesty compelled even this secularist to avoid the constant insertion of "I" into sentences whose subject was God, the Holy Spirit,Moses, Origen, Ibn Ezra, and so on. Aside from the alertness of it all, is there something tad narcissistic about constantly calling attention to the self when discussing such figures?
The Oxford Murder starring Elijah Wood Jesus the Mathematician
Yes I remember, I said to two person, first, was my female friend and we were on a bus. She and I are people who dare a little bit in thinking outside the lines. She is a Chinese and she always look for a way around or hidden alleys to get to where she wanted. And me, I am separated from the normal world, living in my own wonder land. So, I unleash my wildest thingking
Why the Matrix? It is cool and puzzling; if it is puzzling and un cool or formal such as shakespears, we would not talk about it. The Matrix is accessible to me, and my female friend, young thinking I don't remember anymore why; maybe because I was studying architecture and there is a bit of mathematics in it, or maybe I just happen to like mathematics, which a lot of people have difficulties accepting that; but I see The Matrix through mathematical way. I said this to my female friend : Plus (Neo) and minus (Mr Smith) equals zero or nothing or peace
She was stun listening to my explanation, he he he, ok, I know I'm weird, I just don't know how weird I am.
The second person was mas Indra, older almost ten years from me, who again stunned hearing my Matrix conclusion. I thought I can get more data, which I can not with my female friend, if I brought my Matrix conclusion to someone wiser than me (older). Ok …. I m that weird, yes ?
I do know that the Matrix; because there is a character name Nebukadnezar is also written in the bible and I found this key chain, which I loved so much, with a carving of someone kneeling in front of the cross and written on it : The Matrix; the Matrix has biblical character So someway, if we gather this, The Matrix has mathematical AND Biblical content
But how can mathematics be related with the Bible ? Aren't they against one another ? Science and God ?
Well, I like mathematics, that's why when I saw this 'The Oxford Murders' I had to watch it alone with my headphone and repeatedly pause and rewind at scenes I don't understand, while I'm writing its review. Apparently, mathematics is before Christ, and once consider as God to early Greek Mathematician.
Science as God
The sect of Pythagoreans, the father of Mathematics
The diagram of Pythagoreans
The beginning of all things, perfection, enclosed in it self
The Vesica Piscis, two, intersection of two circles, symbols of opposites, duality, war between good and evil (between heaven and hell, between plus and minus, between Neo and Mr Smith) Later, the Christians name this symbol, the fish or the Christ
The triad, the synthesis of opposites, peace after war
I don't know WHY the Christians take the symbol Vesica Piris as the symbol of Christ, nor i know WHY the fish symbolize Christ.
I know Christ made a miracle by feeding five thousand people with only five fishes and two bread (if im right) and that His disciple is once a fisherman or is it the Jewish main income was from fishing, but there are many miracles Christ made, why the fish miracle ?
After all this the Christians (human) who relate themselves with the symbols of fish or the symbol Vesica Piris, NOT Christ Him self, nothing I remember also, any about the fish symbol is written in the bible
So I was wrong,
plus (Neo) and minus (Mr Smith) equals NOT zero ( 0 or nol) or nothing
BUT, plus (Neo) and minus (Mr Smith) equals three (the triad, the peace after war)
He he he
The Greek Mathematicians are waaayyyy weirder than me As for the movie 'The Oxford Murder', well ..... it does what it says about the serial killer which does a repetitive mode The mode is : the strongest suspect IS the weakest suspect back in to the symbol of Vesica Piscis, only with different way of justification And as usual, i manage to know the real murder again
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